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I think to myself that I should try to be a better person, think of others before myself, and eat my words down when they’re not kind. For most part, I try, I really do but when I have a good come back, man! That is just my weakling. I have to say it and I have to say it right then, and if I really try hard and hold it in, I’ll have to repeat the story to my siblings or friends and tell them what I had to say in return. I mean if we’re both joking and I know the person well, then it doesn’t matter, they can say what they like and so will I. It’s when people are being rude or try to get all petty smart with me. Something people don’t apprehend is that when one is insulted on purpose, they know weather the other person does it in an obvious or non-obvious way. Usually I know where and with whom I should control those little smart-ass quick comments, but still it’s a horrible habit. I’m working on it, I promise. Especially now that I’m engaged, I say a few of my bitter-sweet words around the in-laws and that’ll be the end of me. Haha!
Other then that, it’s just not good ikram (respect of the people) on my part.